This morning I "worked the booth" at church. That means that I had to run the computer for the songs, sermon slides and videos. The guy that runs the sound (and booth) and I have been friends for a while but have not been able to talk much since I'm only volunteering once a month. However, today he randomly asked how my week had been. He has not been the only one in the last few weeks that has innocently asked that question; a question I don't get very often. However, my reply to all was the same, "It's not been my favorite." Career-wise, this has probably been one of two most difficult weeks and it hit me very personally. I was verbally attacked with slander by a teacher. I have been criticized before and know that I cannot make all happy but this was a personal attack on my character. Needless to say, it has been a week of reflection upon the leadership that I provide.
I had been feeling pretty strong after my Birkman consultation and BAM! So, I take a look at the quote by Russell Ewing that is on my blog, "A boss creates fear; a leader confidence. A boss fixes blame; a leader corrects mistakes. A boss knows all; a leader asks questions." I've spent the week reflecting on my weaknesses and my strengths. I reflect on last weeks blog about gifts that all leaders should have no matter the distance, the followers, or the place.
I ask my cohort to pray for me and my spirit of leadership. Legal advice can only help so much.
I can't wait to see you guys this weekend.
4 comments:
Traci, I listened to a wonderful sermon today. I thought of you and prayed for you, friend!
John 16:33
I have told you all this so that you may have peace in me. Here on earth you will have many trials and sorrows. But take heart, because I have overcome the world.
Love ya!
I will be praying for you friend. Hey I would work for you in a minute :) Take Care see ya soon!
Traci, I will be praying for you. Remember, as great a leader as Christ was, he was bruised and beaten as an innocent man. As spotless as He was there were still those who attacked him and made false accusations against his character. I encourage you to go to him in prayer. Believe me, he knows what it is like when your character is attack without cause. I can't to see you guys on Friday. From reading other blogs over the past two weeks, we need a big group hug and a fervent word of prayer as we start the day and as we exit on Saturday. Trust in the Lord and hold on to his unchanging hand until we meet again.
Keep it in perspective, Traci. When someone lashes out like that there is most likely some personal unhappiness and anger, and you were a convenient target. It is always wise to review such charges to try to understand them. However, an incident like that can overshadow all of the good and positive and wonderful things about you and your leadership.
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